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So, lately my personal life has been a bit...complicated, trying, confusing...hard. I try to be the happy guy and wear a nice smile, but recently it has been a bit of a facade. I have had a few good friends that have helped me out though. I had a friend at work go out of his way and past his responsibilities to let me know that he cares about me and would be there for me. I have another friend that I spoke to last night for about 2 hours who went so far as to try to find online resources to help me out. One other friend (whom I also spoke to last night) gave me some great advice even though we don't really know each other that well. I don't often like to get all religious, but I think that, since God isn't going to come down himself to answer our questions or help us, he puts special people in our lives to act in his behalf. I guess that sometimes I forget that God knows me and loves me and I start to get mad at him, but he eventually comes through for me and then I feel bad. I hope that He realizes that, with our simple, human minds, we don't have the insight and foresight that makes him a god. Either that or I'm definitely going to Hell...